Category: Bipolar Stuff

Info & blog posts relating to bipolar

Catastrophic Ecstasy

I’m tired of all my emotional extremes, they’re slowly breaking me. Even when the bipolar is quiet my ability to turn mountains into molehills on a dime truly astounds me. I seem to subconsciously love to watch myself burn and then writhe around in…

Thirsty Dissociation

Winter is bleak. Or maybe I’m bleak…  I’ve written about 10 lines of 10 different blog posts in the last week but I’ve lacked the enthusiasm to finish any of them.    I feel like I don’t know who I am right now, I…

When Mothers Leave Their Babies

*Kira turned to look at me for a moment from the passenger seat and gave a weary ‘I guess this is it’ anxious half-smile, her eyes were glistening with the tears she was trying so hard not to let out in front of her…

Pandora’s Paradox

You know what I seem to have discovered recently? Much to my confusion and subsequent awe at the capabilities of the human mind… I figured out what caused me to start becoming suicidal before the age of 8 and why it developed into a…

Is Suicide 100% Preventable?

The awareness campaigns have good hearts, they are filled with messages of hope and positivity, their aim is to remind people that they can always choose life! But when they proclaim that suicide is 100% preventable, they are sending a message that I feel…

Recovery

Emergeth the Phoenix

So, I’ve been hiding from the world for a little while now, I crashed into self-pity and depression, logged out of social media, turned off the computer and avoided real life as much as I could. But I survived it. I have been doing…

My Final Post

Some days we wake up ready to tackle the world, some days we wake up wondering why we are still in it. Some days the future isn’t just bleak, it has vanished all together, the perfect fantasy land from a long forgotten yesterday has…

Bipolar Disorder, it is What it is.

My biggest failure in life right now is my continued expectation of a clear-cut black and white scientific explanation of my unusual thought processes to be handed to me on a silver platter by a well-spoken Englishman. This is to be immediately followed by…

Talking To Strangers – Richard

I dropped off Miss 9 at a sleepover yesterday, because we live in the middle of nowhere the kids go to school in a more central small town about 40km away, the trouble is that is a central school and so all of their…

Two Words

I was triggered unexpectedly by the movie playing on the television, it took my breath for just a second but it was hearing you utter those two words when I commented on my thoughts that broke me. The ones that rang out spontaneously and…

Run, Run, As Fast As You Can

*My intent here is NOT to glamorise suicide, I am NOT saying that it is ever okay, there are ALWAYS other options. I am just saying that I certainly UNDERSTAND why people reach a point where they decide to take their own lives and…

Leather, Feather, and Neuroplasticity

The titillations, tribulations, vicissitudes, and oxymoronic cogitations of a very lucky and unfortunate Neuroscientist with Bipolar Disorder

T I F F A N I E .

It was almost funny.

markanthonysblog

Torn. Broken. Writer. “For me, writing is an art of converting feelings to words.”

This Bipolar Brat

Read between the lines

Keeping Up With The Anorexic

The ups and downs of my recovery

EXPLOITS OF THE VOLEQUEEN

On Being Creative, A Mother & Bipolar

Not Your Average Chick

Stationery Enthusiast & Mental Wellness Advocate

Ophelia's

Speaking Out on the Unspeakable

raynotbradbury

Creative Writing. Book Reviews. Adult Humour.

OBSCUREDAPOCALYPSE

NOT ALL WHO SUFFER ARE STRONG

Lady Lazarus

Shattering the Magic Mirror