dying – THE COLOUR OF MADNESS

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The Right to Fight

Posted on July 18, 2021 by Catherine & Co

“My head hurts, I want to die, I’m not capable of handling this world, this life. I am shit and I’m so, so tired. I just want to sink into a hole and be left alone forever, sleep forever. End.They keep saying ‘you don’t… Continue Reading “The Right to Fight”

Category: cancer, Dissociation Stuff, Life Stuff, Suicide StuffTags: cancer, depression, dissociative identity disorder, dying, mental health, suicide

Flailing

Posted on September 22, 2020 by Catherine & Co

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How long will it take before I start to forget for a moment that I’m dying? Will I ever have a carefree peaceful day when all things Cancer are simply forgotten? For a few blissful seconds after I wake up in the morning I… Continue Reading “Flailing”

Category: cancer, Life Stuff, memoriesTags: cancer, dying, family, sadness